~9~

My life started to be weird...

Actually a lot of thing happened.

I was in the club with my friend after the last exam.

Anyway I wish I could have more fun...

And don't become drunk so quickly...

I came back home at 7 or 8 am.

We had breakfast in mcdonald and then we went to the beach ^^

Seriously, we met a lot of weird people.

At first there was two guys who wanted to go with us to the club and asked us WHERE is the club (standing in front of....)

Then, there was one who were trying to persuade his friend not to gambling, and he was asking us to help him (...)

In the morning we met guy from Canada who has lost keys to his house. What is more to house he was developer of.

Next day (or same day...) was the night of the museum.I went with friends to their concert ^^

I have no photos since my phone IS NOT WORKING ....

seriously I want to cry so much ;;

It was so expensiveeeee..

Actually I has also got work.

But when I went to the meeting place they just told e and to 7 more people to go home. HOW NICE.

You need to have experience to do someone's errands... 

Everything was alright until THAT guy came.

Well.. black, enormous car. White tshirt and ellegant trousers and shoes. Black sunglasses.

Gnagnam style in polish version - that was what I was thinking about.

And the first thing he told was: 

- left - people with experience

- right - without

-left - you got job

- right - go home

It's impossible to get experience, right...?;;

~8~

Yesterday was my 19th bday!
From this year I'm not getting older!
Forever 19 XD

Anyway.
The
Best
bday
Ever.

12th may was plunklock concert with a support - Rose Mist. Actually I was doing make up and I was recording live so I could go to the backstage.
My first time in the place like that!
It was really interesting XD

Of course I have NO photo because my phone doesn't work anymore and I can't show HOW bacstage sucks.
Seriously it looks SCARY. And there was no handles in the toilets' doors.

Live was amazing. That's all I can tell.
The atmosphere was great and I tried to have as much fun as I could ( ´ ω ` )

After concert my bday began and....
All I can say is
thank you.

That was my dream(´；ω；｀)
I'm soooo happy that it's true.

But the same day I had an exam.
Pretty important one.
And I came back home at 4am
So during the exam I was like zooombiee.
And that was my bday!
my friends made a party for me.
it happened to be as always, but anyway I love them so much that I just want to be with them.

Thank you for tapioka juice ❤

~7~

Yesterday I was writing my last exam ❤
I mistook books.....(/_;)

I was eating sushi for breakfast.

...actually one Japanese person came to my home and ate it XDD
But nevermind w

We went to his flat, and friends camee. We ate spaghetti. 

It was soooo delicious;;

And tomorrow is plunklock concert! But before I have to go to the park, because there is hanami there...

Anyway I should preper some photosesion!
Holidaaaays♪I'm cooooming!

( ´ ω ` )

Anyway my phone is.... a little bit crashed..... I'm using it only one week...
Well, waiting ONE MONTH to get it repaired... actually too long;;

~6~

Today is my last exam ❤
Then, next week only two oral exams and I'm freeee!

I don't want to get results though...

Anyway everyday after exam I was meeting with friends ❤
It's so hot lately><
So I was drinking my first cold bubble tea!

Yesterday I had to wait until the second exam starts so I went to the sushi restaurant with my friend. 

It waaaas soooo delicious (〃ω〃)
But my father made sushi too... so all I was eating yesterday was sushi........><
And went to the exam smelling like a fish XD

When finally came back home I was so tired that I fell asleep... And then I was woken up by call...

So I went out and I was eating ice cream sitting on the bench at 10PM...

But I feel really bad because of my mother... she didn't call me even once. Probably she's waiting for ME calling HER. Are you kidding me? I have to call to you just to hear 'good luck'? Isn't it strange? Anyway, you're my mother. So behave like a mother should.
Only once.

~5~

Only 3 days left.
And I still can NOTHING.

Ok. I'll fail this exam.
I know that.

Anyway I came back home at 1AM yesterday.
But I've spent so nice day <3
Should learn but...
There's a lot of things to do!

And there are gifts from Japan❤
there is a lot of Rilakkuma XD

Anyway finally I have to learn.
English grammar~~~;;

So, my friends is coming to my house today and we're gonna learn.

~4~

Probably all I can tell now is that I'm really happy.
And what I understand now is that happiness sometimes comes to us when we don't really want it.

I wanted to give up on my life.
I've lost everything I could, failed school, lost friends, my parents are nearly divorced.
And then I've found  a person I can be strong for.
At first I didn't notice that it's so much important...
I turned off my feelings.
I didn't want to know how much I failed in my life.
So just started to don't care about anything.
Result?
I failed school.
That was last thing I could concentrate on.
I started to feel when I left my home.

And I'm really happy now.
I can feel.
What is more I care.

Maybe it must have happened to me to get me to the place I'm now?

How about miracles?