~6~

Today is my last exam ❤
Then, next week only two oral exams and I'm freeee!

I don't want to get results though...

Anyway everyday after exam I was meeting with friends ❤
It's so hot lately><
So I was drinking my first cold bubble tea!

Yesterday I had to wait until the second exam starts so I went to the sushi restaurant with my friend. 

It waaaas soooo delicious (〃ω〃)
But my father made sushi too... so all I was eating yesterday was sushi........><
And went to the exam smelling like a fish XD

When finally came back home I was so tired that I fell asleep... And then I was woken up by call...

So I went out and I was eating ice cream sitting on the bench at 10PM...

But I feel really bad because of my mother... she didn't call me even once. Probably she's waiting for ME calling HER. Are you kidding me? I have to call to you just to hear 'good luck'? Isn't it strange? Anyway, you're my mother. So behave like a mother should.
Only once.

~5~

Only 3 days left.
And I still can NOTHING.

Ok. I'll fail this exam.
I know that.

Anyway I came back home at 1AM yesterday.
But I've spent so nice day <3
Should learn but...
There's a lot of things to do!

And there are gifts from Japan❤
there is a lot of Rilakkuma XD

Anyway finally I have to learn.
English grammar~~~;;

So, my friends is coming to my house today and we're gonna learn.

~4~

Probably all I can tell now is that I'm really happy.
And what I understand now is that happiness sometimes comes to us when we don't really want it.

I wanted to give up on my life.
I've lost everything I could, failed school, lost friends, my parents are nearly divorced.
And then I've found  a person I can be strong for.
At first I didn't notice that it's so much important...
I turned off my feelings.
I didn't want to know how much I failed in my life.
So just started to don't care about anything.
Result?
I failed school.
That was last thing I could concentrate on.
I started to feel when I left my home.

And I'm really happy now.
I can feel.
What is more I care.

Maybe it must have happened to me to get me to the place I'm now?

How about miracles?